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I am in a very low. I don't know what is going on. No, that is telling lies, I know what is going on. I really don't ask for much in life, the only thing i ask for is to go on with it regardeless.

I really had enough of things that are happening around me. I wish I could disappear into thin air...

There is a lot that I have to think about. I know that I have to do something... but I don't know how as yet how to!!! The end result will be good but it is the way I will do it.

I am feeling calm, strangely calm.

This advert makes me laugh.

I am getting now to terms of everything that has happened in the last few months. After 14 years of friendship I had to terminate a friendship with someone... It was not only and solly the lies but... Well, I found out what this person has done and it was quite serious. The person had to go, but even so gave me a bad taste in my mouth.

Also where I live, well I have never seen nothing like this before. There is a lot of jealousy, back stabing, and two faced people. Most of them they like to talk about others... We all say things about people but when we say about people is not true it is certainly not nice. Most of them they don't to know you but say and do things that make my skin crawl. Because I don't get envolved I am a snob. Well I like to be a snob.

The other day one of them even started to talk to me told me a load of rubbish... The person in question had an argument with whoever... nothing to do with me. But because the person in question wanted to do something to the other, told me a load of things in the hope I would go and blab.

I don't know if I going to post a lot in here or not, at the moment. Possibly I will...